Saturday, November 26, 2005
Time really Flies~~~~i cant believe it...was looking at the count down that i wrote in my previous post...20 days have already passed...i've finished my long awaited cpa exam...i'm now officially quarter of the century...Amazing 6race is over...just like that... just like that...long awaited...long prepared... n now...over...mmmm...feeling a bit lost thou...looking back...my exam...mmm...honestly...i cant really tell if i'm going to pass it...its easier than i expected...yet i tembak quite a bit...i was so restless in the exam hall that i just cant wait for it to over...so i was pretty impatient when one question was unsolve... i couldnt be bothered to try..just TEMBAK!!!my birthday...mmmm..=)i'd say its a surprise... in a way...all thanks to my cell leader -_-he announced it to the whole world...almost make it to a YA outing event...i was shocked when i saw the attendance when i arrived at Zebras..i knew we r going for dinneri knew my cell group will be there...i knew he will ask doreen n vero...thats all i know... but when i saw the number of people..i was...errmmm...too many lebut oh well...when i think of they r coming for doreen n iggy's bday...then it seems quite reasonable le..but i'm a bit sorry that ym was not there...i admit that i didnt ask her...taking for granted that iggy will do everything.. n no reason for him to forget my hmate..n also ivy's cell was there...who knows...mmmmm oh well.. i'm not that bias la...i also didnt call u la ...right VERO!??!but..its over...i feel that i'm lacking of something for this bday...but indeed...the Lord bless me with lots of love...i think the Lord knows that i'll be depressed during this day...thats y HE got my cell leader to announce to the whole world...that kept my occupied the whole day... i've never received so many smss...phone calls ..emails...before... =) till nancy was telling everyone...i've quited my position n become an operator... =Þthank you Lord...for angels again..Amazing 6race..finally came to pass..physically exhausted... but excited emotionally... again a bit loss when business is over...basically most parts went well..was very windy today..but the Lord kep the rain away from us!! Praise the Lord for that!!i really hope that everyone had fun today... that's all i want for this event...was a bit discourage but some people...A: how come this team can get more points at this station? i thought 20 is the max?worse still...start asking other committee.. "what's the full pts for this station?i was a bit angry... does that matter... is that all it meant to u ??did u not enjoy yourself? mmm...ya..sianz him...B: how come you all never tell us that we have to comeback by 1pm...we were told that we dont have to rush to come back...that's y we took our own sweet time...we went toilet...n we went here n there... n because u guys suddenly cut off by 1pm..so now we cant complete the stations......i'm like... who's not reasonable here... yap...its our mistake to not to warn u earlier that u have to be back by lunch... our fault to have to cut u off while u r at the middle of the game...but miss...u knew that lunch is provided...n u ASKED ME how long is the total thing ...n i TOLD U..its bout 5 hrs including lunch... n even if i didnt tell u... cutting off at 1pm is not too much right? shall we wait for u till 3pm? why wanna take YOUR OWN SWEET TIME to have a DAY TRIP AROUND PERTH!!!!! i was super frustrated when i was being QUESTIONED!!! but oh well...i dont want to let these minor things spoilt my day... i'm still quite happy for the event to be succeded...thanks to all who have put in effort...n really wanna thank the Lord for keeping everyone safe.. phew... **a little secret... i actually chose my favourite colour for the napkin without consulting the team..hehehhe then i realise nobody actually take note..which is good...cuz it doesnt really match the outdoor setting like this.. but oh well...i love the soviets today.... =>**that's pretty much my latest updates i think...mmm...will be leaving in 26 days time...not overly excited...but really wanna see my parents n grandma... miss them heaps...mmmm..having headache n a bit of sunburn..i think i'm dehydrated... today someone told me to rest more n must take care of myself... because i'm 25 already... -_-"..i do understand... n appreciate it...assuming that the person mean well...but i guess i function in a different way... i feel good n energetic when i'm occupied even with a bit of stress...that makes me feel meaningful in my life..that's y i never like to stay home during weekends...i feel that's a waste of time to just stay home n do nothing... n i know myself... if i'm too bored...i'll began to think too much..being a pessimistic person...its not good to allow myself to think too much... n also.. i think i feel young when i'm living my life to the fullness... i keep reminding myself... even when i'm now working or one day i get married... i'm not going to be the type... oh...mmm... after working...i need lotsa rest...no more coffee session during weekdays...keep my weekends to myself... or..after married...my family is my whole world...nop nop nop... life is definitely more than you n yourself n your family... there's so much more that u can do...its a matter of whether u r willing to do it...sometimes u might have to sacrifice a bit... but from my experience...its always worth it... i think i learnt this even better after started volunteering in LLC...well..ya...upcoming will be a pretty quiet period...but ya...kinda stress at work without catherine around..but ya...am going to cope with it n overcome it...hehheh..i think i'm a bit crazy...i actually feel quite good when i have to work overtime n feeling stress... maybe have been kinda slack all the while...it kinda shows that ...emmm...ya...a bit inefficient...but i'm doing more in a way...without being sheltered by catherine.. i'm now on my own... just gonna learn n grow...=) besides work... will be waiting patiently till the day to go home...but am excited for shan n mun hing to come...waited for so so long...the PROMISE finally is coming to past...i think i wrote too much today...hehhehe... telling everything happening outside...what's going on inside is a bit mysterious... *~*...muahahha... shall let the ALMIGHTY deal with it...now needa rest... my headache is getting worse...
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