She said you walked out of the room in less than 5 mins after I left You replied me saying :”I’m fine thanks” She asked me what happened on Sunday that caused her to be like that I totally blur…what happened ?? I asked myself again and again?? I really don’t know… Besides me being almost ½ hour late I don’t know what have I done …. I hope is not my presence causes you stress Honestly … looking at you both… I feel for you both… But I am so sorry I can do nothing to help… Neither to you or to him…
I know your heart… A woman’s heart A heart filled with love, hope, expectation and anxiety… Want to be patient yet want to know what is he thinking… Want him to be yours yet don’t dare to be too aggressive… Want to be yourself yet want to be the one he wants… At times he seems to be treating you special At other times he seems to treat others better than you At times you thought you have a special position in his heart At times you realise you are totally out of his mind At times what others say make you thought something is going to happen As times passes by, you are filled with disappointment again and again.. You thought you know him well enough to know his heart But he never gives you the confirmation that you’ve been waiting for You thought being as close to him as possible can make yourself the one as well Then you realise there’s many others standing at the same level… Your emotions fluctuate according to his responses… Your heart beats according to his expression Your world starts to revolve around him and him only Trust me when I say I know all these… I really do… I feel so much for you.. for your pain..your heartache…your tears.. But I’m so so so sorry I cant do anything to help you I can only be there for you but I can make things better for you Because
I know his heart as well Because he pours his heart out to me He told me his past, his pain, his dreams, his emotions and his plans… He told me you’re not the one for him He told me his burden and stress that he doesn’t normally show He told me he’s worried if he turns you down…how would you react… knowing you and being you.. He appreciate all your good attribute and believing you are one of the sweetest person he’s ever met Just not for him And the moment is just wrong.. He’s simply deeply wounded… he needs the time to recover He needs to build himself up again… He needs to clear his head and find his direction again… He needs to face the past and walk through it… So whoever that cross path with him now He just cant afford the time, energy and effort to nurture another relationship The past storm has totally shattered his dream The timing is just wrong… he needs simplicity now So simple that he doesn’t need to think and there’s no weight to come with it For the burden on his shoulder is simply too heavy… And like you… he didn’t get anyone to share the load… So as a friend.. I cant enlighten him… so I try not to add more load on him…
I pray that the lord will take care of you both That he’ll carry you through this period of hardship That he’ll grant you peace, hope, faith and love My dear friends… be strong and courages k… You can always fall safely on the Lord and I’m willing to be the cushion to back you up Whenever you needed someone to … love you both… lots n lots
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