Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i really want to blog of something ...to write something .. to release some thoughts n some feelingsand i want something different...rather that surrounding the same old issues again n againok randomly again...i have not been attending the dance class...lost the passion...how lousy am i...wasted my money too..been up to jogging... not that i'm doing it everydaybut more than the past 6 years in perthn i started liking itespecially after that daythough i know its very wrongbut i thought God just want to let us meet unexpectedlyyes yes its a liebut regardless whati started enjoying the quiet momentbetween the river, my ipod, God and mestarted to get a bit of work guess its because quarter end is nearingbut no matter whatits so much better than sitting down doing nothing for 8 hours a daywill hang on a bit moremy house is falling apartshower tap leakingtoilet leakingcupboard's door falling offtrace of termitesrecticulation for backyard not workingoh no!!! my house... ...venus have not been eating muchi think she eats like once evert 2-3 days...now that i realise she's very skinnymaybe i should think of some strategy..to get her eating moreor maybe it's all jay's fault...non-stop eatingno matter what... i love em' allmy skin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh no... my skin is so so so badfor no reason... almost my whole face is covered by breakouts!!i dont know whywhere has gone wrong?i sleep early n drink lots of waterGod help me....i got rid of most of the breakouts during year end...n they are backmy skin just doesnt like perth at all!!!my hair ~~~i hairstyle is a bit out not...not as curly / wavy anymore...i started to get a bit bored now n then to keep up the curvesand i missed the smooth feelings when i brush my fingers through my hairnow its always hard with the styling product on itso i left it undone the other nightlook... mmm... funnyneither straight nor curvy...just ... messy....my joeyis it still mine??mmm.... i shall ask her one daycuz its been so so lon since we last talkedn finally saw something on her blog todayknowing she's doing well n going strong in the Lordi'm so glad n proud of heri truely believe she was sent back for a reasonshe wouldnt have gone so far, grown so much n get so close with god if she had stayed hereeverything is for a reason, n God definitely has a plan to prosper us not to harm usJoey can definitely testify this verse...i know her dad will be healed in due timenot our time but our Lord's timingwe shall wait according to His planmy group of beloved friendswe have quiet down a bit latelynot as much gathering n eatingbut i still love them lotsthey have never fail to give me the comfort and support that i needthey have never fail to be there for me and for each otherthey accept me and assured me that i can rely on them anytimei love em'my carhe said my tyres are making loud funny noiseand i think the dent at the bumper is so annoyingits time for servicing again i just paid for my regothe petrol prices are shooting highin short...u really need money to maintain a carbut now... what my car need the most is a good wash...my lifesimple.. routinenothing fancy .. nothing excitingnothing stressfulnothing threateningmy lovefor god = i'm trying to get as close to Him as i canfor ministries - i love the O² Youth; and trying to commit to my YA cell, its gonna re-shuffle next week, i dont feel good bout it; events, helping as much as i'm asked tofor people - loving those who loves me, trying at least not to hate those whom i hated deeply; and trying to be neutral to those who has generally done nothing wrong against mefor friends - i want to love them as much as i can, a very popular saying, live your life as if you'll never live tomorrow.. i want to love and appreciate them this wayfor family - i've done little, i want to do more, i want them to walk into the kingdom of God with me, Lord, please direct mefor a man - till he comes into my life, i want to make him the happiest n most loved man, i want to do it for himfor my dogs - more walks, more treats, more baths, more of my timefor myself - to stay happy and contented.
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