Friday, September 16, 2005
I think i can almost imagine that this is how his face looks likeif he heard of what i said /did....& then follwed by senteces below:"well, if this is what she wants....""ok lor, then just dont put it lor....(but)...she said so what...""well, we just cant please everyone, things have happened & if she wants to get angry at this small thing, we cant help.....""too bad lar..."*sigh*...i can almost feel the cruelty & coldness even through my own imagination...really hope that its just my imagination & that's not he really said...i dont want to find out ....actually...it might just be a really small matter...i might have just fell into self-pity...thinking that i'm always being treated like that...thinking that i'm always just there to work hard but never being acknowledge...or i simply just victimised myself...thinking that i'm always the one being forgotten or ignored...since young...why me?whether i'm being self-pity or trying to victimise myself...but i know this is true... i'm hurt...one way or another...especially when the involved person doesnt seems to be bothered by how i'd feel..i think ...this time...i'm truely hurt by the ignorant....
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