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Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I don’t know how to handle
I am so used to handling issues, burdens and stress by myself
I am so used to cry under the blanket and hide from all others
This time
Having all of you around
Stretching out all your hands to me
I feel lost
For you all to keep pampering and protecting me
I am becoming dependent on you
I am becoming weak
I don’t know if this is a good thing or bad
I only know I don’t know how to handle
Don’t know how to handle love and care from others
I am panic when I have to cry in front of you all
I am nervous when you gave me the attention
I am simply not good at pouring out feelings

But I thank god for all of you
Thank you for taking me to the beach when you know I am not well
Thank you for driving me around till you are sure that I will be alright
Thank you for answering my call middle of the night when I needed help
Thank you for turning up the volume when the mobile rings
Thank you for increasing the volume when I was trying to hide my tears
Thank you for accompanying me to get a new mobile number
Thank you for listening to all my long shameful past
Thank you for offering to let me punch and bite at my breaking point
Thank you for slotting in small note of encouragement during the conversation
Thank you all for being my angels my light my friend at this time of darkness
Thank you for accepting me despite of my past my sin and my mistakes

I cant do it without you all around
I love all of you
A lot a lot

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