Friday, November 24, 2006
He Is Right There Upholding YouDear Lord,
Thank you for giving me the assurance even before things happen...
Thank you for preparing my heart n giving me comfort in the storm..
Father i know that life comes with storms n trials... but for u to always carry me through regardless of how many times have i failed u... i feel ashamed of myself and grateful of ur merciful n gracious heart...
father these few months indeed has given me a great lesson in life.. proving how small am i when storms come and how helpless am i when hit by the wave... without you holding my hand...how can i stand before u today to thank you for all the blessings...
Father, i'm far from perfect but i think i'm still the lucky one...cuz the storm brings our hands tightly held together... and i'm not gonna let go no matter what's to come...
Father.. i know i'm foolish and impulsive at times...many many times... i ask that u'll guide my act n words lord.. i dont want to hurt anyone anymore...
Father, i want to learn to appreciate things n people in life...help me to switch my focus to all the beautiful ones than dwelling in the hurtful thoughts...
Father.. u know me well n u know me inside out... u know what i want and what's the best for me.. i just want to commit my life to you on a daily basis ... i dont want to believe in my instinct n emotions anymore...cuz they will lie to me sometimes... but u'll never betray me... hold my hand daddy n lead me to the future where u lay ahead for me...
Amen...
i realise i pray alot lately...not because i'm becoming more holy...but its because i'm really relying on god alot... alot...i need him to press down my anger when i'm fury...to lead my way when i'm blinded...to calm my thoughts when i'm impulsive... to give me comfort when i'm scared...to show me light when i'm haunted by the past... to give me assurance when i'm lost... to bring me friends when i'm lonely.. to bring me joy when i'm sad.. to send me angels when i'm in danger...
i appreciate friends...but there's only so much that a friend can do... and there's just areas that a friend can never reach... but i'm thankful for all the people that the lord place in my life... i cant do without all these precious ones.. cant walk out of the past this quick if they did not lend me a hand.. i jsut love them alot alot...
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