Friday, November 17, 2006
>>> Thanksgiving <<<Dear Lord,Indeed this year is almost coming to an end... Though there's so so much that has happened this year...More than i can bear or content..But i come before you father...I lay this one whole year before you Lord...I bow before your feet LordPlease forgive all my wrongdoingsPlease forgive me for giving into the evil's temptation..Please forgive me for turning away from you...Please forgive me for putting blame on you and showing anger on youPlease forgive me for all the criticism and misjudgements that i made...Please forgive me for all the grudges i hold against others..Please forgive me for causing pains into others life...Please forgive me for rejecting the ones who love me deeply...Please forgive me for the wrong words i spoke or the misconduct i carried out..Please forgive me for hiding my dark side from others and from you... though you know it allPlease forgive me for not responding to your call though you kept knocking on my door...Lord, indeed i've sinned much against you...I come before you broken and scattered...I ask that you will pick up these broken pieces...I ask that you can patch them up and re-use them..I ask that you will cleanse them and mould them...Lord i ask for your guidance in the days to come... That i'll not sin against you or others... That you will guide my words, thoughts and conduct...May they be pure and Christ-focused...May they glorify your name...Lord, i give thanks for all the blessings i received this year...Thank you for Angels who protected me safe and healthy throughout the year..Thank you for Mentors who directed me to the right direction...Thank you for companions when i am lonely...Thank you for Friends for pick me up when i fall...Thank you for friends who persevered even when i want to give up...Thank you for the welcome hands and smiles and i walk back into the church..Thank you for sms-es who lifted my spirit when i'm low...Thank you for walking with me when i thought i'm all alone on the journey...Thank you for carrying me in those toughest time...Thank you for accepting me for who i am and teaching me for who i should be...Thank you for also keeping my family safe and intact though they are yet to know you...Thank you for my job who pays me well and keep me financially secured...Thank you for this blessing lists cuz its never gonna end...Lord, indeed you the one that's most gracious to us...You lovingly sacrifice your son so that we can be united to you...and You never fail to wait at the door for us to come home...You give us free will to choose what we want.. even you have prepared the best for us...You are always there whenever we look over our shoulder..even after the many times that you hurt your heart...You let us walk on our own feet so that we can have a taste of freedom..and you always pick us up when we fall...Father, you are almighty and so high up...Yet you call all of us your sons and daughters...Though you are so holy and clean...but you wipe our tears and wash our feet... holding our hands leading us to where you want us to be..Lord...what more can i ask for??I complained a lot at times... And i may be greedy at times..but deep down i know...indeed i'm one of the most blessed few in the world... i might not have what everyone else has...but i have what's mine...and they are all precious to me...Let me not envy and look at what others possessed...But look at what you have given me...Father.. though the year has been hard...but i'm grateful that you walk through it with me.. Lord..May i continue to walk in faith with you for the year to come.. May i humble myself and continue to grow in you...May i hold nothing against anyone anymore..May i learn to love the way you love and see the vision of yours..Father... thanks for letting me call you my Dad..In Christ Holy name,Amen
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