Thursday, November 23, 2006
I dont have peace after posting up the last entry...there's just a strong prompting to delete it...so i did...i dont think its a coincidence...not for 3 times within 7 days...17/11/06 - O² Youth - Ray shared about Forgiveness - to forgive & forget...19/11/06 - Sunday Service -Richard preached about forgiveness - shared about a woman who forgave the murderer who killed her husband... The sermon wasnt that impactful... i was drawn to it because it is richard who's sharing it...22/11/06 - YA cell - Iggy teach about forgivenss - asking why should we forgive, why god wants us to forgive...To others, this may seems like another ordinary teaching... very textbook base...because we all know the bible says, we ought to forgive others because Christ has first forgiven us... There isnt a special insight to this topic... but i personally think that the Lord is really trying to remind me something...to not to forgive, i'm not holding others down.. but i'm chaining myself down...to not to forgive, i'm constantly reminding myself how i was being hurt...to not to forgive, i'm rejecting God's healing in my life...to not to forgive, i'm hurting not my enemy, but myself and those that love me...to not to forgive, i'm not trusting God's power to turn situation around... to not to forgive, i'm so blinded by the grudges that i have against others and not being able to see what the lord has place in my lifeto not to forgive, i'm holding so tightly to the past, and can grab hold of the beautiful things in life...to not to forgive, my life will always filled with black and white where no rainbow will show...Forgive and forget... Forgive and forget...Forgive and forget...
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