Friday, June 23, 2006
+++I cAn FeEl U +++i can feel that you are trying to bring me back...you are telling me that you are near...you are using all ways to draw my attention...through people, articles, readings, emails etc...you are trying to win my heart & my trust again...you are trying to prove that you care as you always do...you still bless me though i totally turn away from youyou still take care of me in all circumstance...BuT...being with you is too painful..trusting you is to painful...following you is too painful...you test & challenges are too painful...do U know what..of all things...i'm just asking for the least...i just want PeAcE...where there'll be no more LoVe & HuRtS...can U pity me...by just granting me the least...or at least...take away my memories...let me start a new page of my life...my one leg has lifted up...just need another slight push...i'm then all ready to leave this place...
Searching @ 7:57 PM*
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
wHy??
why keep me yet keep a distance from me?
why as a float? only need me when u r drowning?
why still hiding from me at this stage?
why still wanna lie to me?
why dont let go n let me go?
why causing so much pain into my life?
why not learn to treasure me as a person?
why need to explain n clarify with her?
why am i such an idiot?
why me? why me? why me??
i'm suffocating....
when will i see light in my life again?
Searching @ 11:05 PM*
Friday, June 09, 2006
真实 ~ 张惠妹你说的话 在我心中生了根 爱得很深 所以心很疼 记忆 在我的心中翻滚 是不是每一个人 都像我一样笨 只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍 我能感觉 另外一个人 我等 等笑容换成泪痕 爱在崩溃的时候 比较真 太多疑问 知道答案又如何 原来容忍不需要天份 只要爱错一个人 心痛比快乐更真实 爱为何这样的讽刺 我忘了这是第几次 一见你就无法坚持 孤独比拥抱更真实 爱让人失去了理智 会不会是我太自私 拒绝更寂寞的日子 放不开 也看不见未来 难道这种不完美 才是爱情真实的样子 好好的一首歌可是好痛。。。好痛
Searching @ 6:29 PM*
Friday, June 02, 2006
nOt NeEdEd ....... AnYmOrE...the day has finally arrived...you dont need me by your side anymore...you might meant well...you said you dont want me to continue falling into this"bottomless pit"...but maybe you didnt realise this...i'm already at the bottom since long long time ago...
Searching @ 2:17 AM*
