if you dont talk to me first, i dont know how to start a conversation if you dont smile at me, my day seems a bit blue if you dont wave at me, i dont know how to walk near you if you dont ring me, my world seems to be in silence if you dont look at me, i tend to lost my direction if you dont lend me you hand, i seems to be falling if you are not around, rainbow seems to be black and white if you dont remember me, i feel like being abandoned if you dont encourage me, i'll act like a coward if you dont push me, i'll always walk in a circle if you dont scold me, i'll never grow YOU..YoU..yOu...you... see the worst of me ... yet try to bring the best out of me..
what can i do for u?? how can i keep u?? u? u? u?
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
I'm lazy....
Looking at the dates... can tell that i so lazy lately... not that i'm busy...just plain lazy...
but i had some good time lately...
#1 Vero started volunteering in LLC with us... she's passionate and definitely enjoying herself there.. it makes my volunteering life even more fun... the best thing in life should be sharing memorable moments with close ones... LLC is definitely on the list...
#2 started preparing refreshments for UWA service again... though i didnt have a good start.. **i drop the whole tray to the ground...all went to the bin *sobs sobs** but ya... seeing people enjoying my food worths all the hard work...
#3 HE ACCEPTED CHRIST!!!! i was truely overwhelmed when terence told me that.... he's been here only 3 times... i've been praying that he can bring something back to Brunei... praying that a seed will be planted... praying that he can be open to christianity!!! BUT GOD IS DEFINITELY ABOVE AND BEYOND WHAT I CAN IMAGINE... HIM...ITS HIM... ITS HIM.... HE ACCEPTED THE LORD... i couldnt thank GOD more for that...
#4 KAKA LEFT FOR GOOD... i just received this letter from Kaka again... it made me tears... he's definitely a darling of my heart... and i see God working in his life... i'm waiting... waiting for that miracle to happen... i know it will... and i claim it in the name of Christ...
#5 i had an awesome time down at Bunbury during the long weekend... it was the most unplanned trip... i was only informed on sunday itself... and then i was down at Bunbury that night... the group is a group that i wasnt very close with normally... but it turns out to be one of the best trip ever... relax...fun... laughter...jokes...games... eat...talk...sleeeeeeeepppppppppppppp... i love all of them... no one is stress over anything... but just enjoying each other's presence... we even met up with kobi who's working there temporarily... how cool is that... Bunbury is definitely one of the nicest city that i've seen... mmmmmmm...
***side track*** on our way back ...i was in this car of 3...one was sleeping and i was having this casual conversation with him... H: hey how is she... are u both very close? cuz u were housemate.. S: **got a shock, no one has been asking me about her for a while** she's ok..why? H: oh...nothing.. just thought of asking... it seems that u dont want to say anything...but anyway i dont have very good impression about her also.. S: why?i didnt know that u both are close.... H: nah...we are not...just for things that happened in the past ( quoted me 2 incidents ...i heard of one before...of a different version from her....the other one give me quite a surprise...but i thought it was quite funny... i think she'll never thought her exageration will offend others ya..anywayzzzz)...and also i've been hearing that she's been talking behind people's back... dont tell me u dont know this!!! S: **not knowing what to say....i chose to remain silent...*** mmmmmmm....oh well...mmmmm H: its ok la...u dont need to tell me anything.. i dont really want to know... S: hehehehe...i dont know anything also...like u said...we were housemate... but she moved out already... so i dont know much that's happening now... honestly we didnt click well as housemate.. but now that's over...we still remain friends la... H: cheh...oh well...by the way.....** changed to another topic** S: **phew...** ~~honestly i'm glad that this topic is over.... not that i'm so gracious towards the past..or so spiritual that i anti gossips...but this stupid issues have been lingering around for a century long...i think its really time to call it to an end... i was shocked that even he heard about what happened (not all related to me, at least the incidents that he said i wasnt any of the participants)..... **i swear that i had not told anyone except those who already knew about it**but i'm glad that of all that's going around...there's always someone who trusted me... who questioned me over what they've heard & what she said... who is wise & selective in what they've heard...who keep me informed about what position i was being put in..i'm glad that the truth speaks for itself eventhough i remain silent... tongues are powerful weapon...but i believe truth is more powerfil than lies... Thank God for Friends ...
oh well oh well...
#6 went out for jack's birthday dinner just now... was good...hanging around with people that we used to hang around with... a good meal..a good laugh...a simple night... wonder if he likes my present... its a bit gay... but not everyone can bring it out... i think it'll look nice on him... base on my instinct after 7 yrs of relationship & 13 yrs of friendship..
**side note** i know he's very sad about ben's passing... so am i... its real cruelty for one to be burnt alive... but i want to believe... that we'll see him in heaven again...
i think i'll stop here for now...wanna sleep already... oh oh oh... i love the new skin of my blog... not to say its nice... but its my something i like... nice purple butterflies... flying around y dreams...
k k k... Dear Lord... i thank you for all in my life... up and down...high or low... the important thing is... u are in the picture...u participate in all of them... and u walked me through them... thank you Father....
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