Thursday, December 15, 2005
^^^ KOK KOON ^^^Its 12.40am now...just finished helping kaka packing ...he's leaving back to msia tomorrowand i think he has decided to go back for goodi'm very sad for him to go... i'll miss him...for sure...KK is someone very very dear to my heart...mainly due to what happened last year...it made kk, benson n i bonded tightly together...we are closer than friends...more like family...simply because what we went through n endured together...we dont meet up often...hardly talk much... but we are concern about each other..very concern..both of them made me feel extremely safe and comfortable to be with...i know kaka got lotsa admirer... but we are simply close...we are so clear that we wont fall for each other...because i think we love each other in a different way... the way you love your own family..the love that is so natural and simple...i'm regret that i didnt spent enough time with kk...i regret that i didnt do much to help him to know God more..and i regret that i didnt realise that time flies... 2 yrs have just passed...but i thank God that i get to know him..i was so touched just now...when he showed me the bible i gave him..it was so well kept...n the bookmark i gave him was in it...and he actually read it...i was so touched when kk told me his concern bout me...i was so surprise that he can clearly tell when was the period that i was stress...he judged it by my weight -_-but how many guy will notice ?most of them know i'm skinny...but kaka can tell from my face n everything when i was stressed n when i was not...and i have not told him a single thing...KAKA...A man that's is stubborn but understanding..A man that's easy going but keep to his own principlesA man that's so caring that is willing to treat people with his heart...A man that's so giving even if it requires him to sacrifice...A man that's gentle & soft spoken..A man that's so clean that everything is in order..A man that has a big heart and so near to God's kingdomFather, i wanna uplift kok koon unto your hand...i ask for your hand og blessings & protection to be upon this brotheri ask that you'll flourish him wherever he goes ..i ask that you'll lead him into the righteous path regardless of the environment that he's in or the peers that he's mixing withi know that he knows YOu, hears You, and trust in You...therefore i ask for miracles to happen...that this man will take up the step of faith...to declare his love for you...that he may be a testimony to his family as well..that he'll be the light that shine to his family and friends...father, i pray that you'll use every opportunity to touch his heart...that you'll open up his heart n welcome YOu into his life..father, i wanna claim this soul unto your kingdom..and i know it will be done...May you take care of this brother wherever he goes..in Jesus' nameAmen
Searching @ 1:01 AM*
Monday, December 12, 2005
~~~oN tHe GuArD~~~i must be on my guard all the timemake sure i dont fall again...cuz i truely know that this is the trick from the devil..i just knew it...my heart is touched...but my mind is clear...and i'm...NOT GONNA BE SHAKEN!!!!!i'll rather endure the loneliness at times...than to risk myself to that pain again...now..i just wanna stay clear & focus..i'm not finish with the Lord yet...i'm still the WIPwait...wait till i be the one...n wait till i have my only one...
Searching @ 11:22 PM*
Saturday, December 10, 2005
薰衣草的花语~~
~~等待爱情~~
Searching @ 12:55 AM*
Friday, December 09, 2005
我们出发于不同地点
在某处相遇，相知
后来你决定离开我们所熟悉的道路
选择以其他馗道前进
结果
我们变成两个走在两条平衡线上的人
只能遥遥相望
却永远不会碰头
因为平衡线根本没有交叉点
Searching @ 8:59 AM*
她说：最遥远的距离并不是天涯海角不是生离死别而是我站在你的面前你却不知道我爱你
Searching @ 8:55 AM*
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
开什么玩笑？？？我真不敢相信这么大一间公司云云数十人我竟然会抽到他！！！这一点都不好玩！！！这到底是上帝的考验？？还是魔鬼的诱惑？？罢了。。。什么都好， 我才不要再掉进这漩涡里我才不要再重复忍受那种痛我虽有明知故犯的毛病但感情这回事在我心中所占的分量太重了我知道自己根本玩不起所以，我决定退回防线， 明哲保身。。。既然输不起，那就放弃赌博好了臭撒旦。。你自己玩吧。。我才懒得应酬你！！！
Searching @ 11:22 PM*
Thursday, December 01, 2005
**上班族**当了上班族那麽久居然是第一次去Happy Hour感觉上蛮轻松的虽然我不是一个懂得品酒的人虽然我是一个在酒吧里喝mocktail的人但我仍然享受那无拘无束的气氛当他们每人逼我喝一口酒时。。。酒虽苦， 但还蛮过瘾的 =）你依然照顾我但我已经比较聪明了我拒绝再被迷惑我把界限划得清清楚楚宁愿现在对自己残忍也不要再重尝那样的痛当他们把谣言于你对质时为什么你要否认呢？为什么要隐藏呢？这是你的一贯作风吧如果不是绝对的把握你是决不会宣扬的吧不论是什么原因我却肯定一个事实就是你爱她，因为爱，所以会害怕失去因为害怕，所以更加小心保护你的深情。。一直都是一幅美丽的画可是，画这幅画的原料，却是用无数的眼泪与心碎调成的那是多么沉重的一幅画多么珍贵的一幅画只希望这幅画已完工得画人，珍惜你所拥有的幸福吧
Searching @ 9:52 PM*
